HE/SHE IS JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU

Men expect us to keep our escapades to ourselves and we do that to either humour them or to have them become ours... Why we do, i have no idea but i hope to find out someday...
Just because we are women doesn't mean that we do not do the same things men do. For instance, i know a lot of women who have had one night stands just for the hell of it. Also, there's been a few stories over the years of some women i know who go out and see a guy waving to them across the room but cannot remember them at all only to later find that he was someone she's had sex with once upon a time... Uh Ohh
I've had my share of one night stands, flings and whatever... I will not, just i've never, pretend to be something other than who i am... Believe me, i get propositioned on a daily basis by not just one but many men... I keep thinking that if i sleep with every man who wants to sleep with me, i'd have had sex with thousands of men by now...
Not so long ago, someone tried to hook me up with a guy... Thought he was a regular bloke until i got there to find he was an old man who used to be a senator or something like that... He was really into me but i wasn't feeling him at all and i made this known to him. He had kids that were almost my age and wasn't even ashamed to say this to me... While i was sitting there thinking of a way to leave without being rude, he switched the TV channel to porn and started watching it with his equally OLD friends... I was disgusted to say the least! Now, i don't have a problem with anyone who watches porn as long as i don't have to watch it with them... The sight of two or three people having sex on TV is a little disturbing and makes me uncomfortable... Having them watch it is one thing but doing so on a 50inch TV screen??? Come on man...
Had to make some flimsy excuse just so i could leave but he would have none of it... He took my phone and car keys when i went to the bathroom and wouldn't give them back. I ended up staying the night at his oversized house... Decided to pass the rest of the night browsing the internet until he finally gave me back my phone and keys at 5am!!! I refused to have sex with him... I'm sure that pissed him off to no end...
Yesterday, i started thinking that i needed to get a backer for my business and decided to call him (amongst others) to see if he'd like to invest in me but the man didn't even remember me... WHAT??? I was really surprised because i thought i made some kind of impression on him. Obviously not... I hung up as i hate having to explain who i was to anyone over the phone... If you do not remember me, there's no need to talk to you...
That got me wondering how many girls he's seen or slept with in the time since i met him... I guess refusing to sleep with him was one of the best decisions i've made in a while... I'm not interested in being anyone's prostitute! Thanks a lot... Now, don't get me wrong... I've been given gifts by some of the men i've dated in my life but the idea of sleeping with someone, anyone just for money makes my stomach turn... I have this theory: If i can't fuck you for free, i won't fuck you for money... That's just it... Why would i want to lay with a man who's only attraction for me is the money or whatever other material thing i can get from him??? Even the men i've dated that like to give me gifts are men i like... If i stop liking them for whatever reason, i break things off...
I have this friend (whom i met online) that i talk to on the yahoo chat almost every night... From what i can see from his photographs, he's a fine one but i'm not attracted to him in a any way. When he contacted me, he told me that all he wanted was friendship and i thought 'cool' and told him same but last night while talking to him, he started singing a different tune calling me baby and wanting to talk about sex. I refused to do so and he got sulky... Had to remind him about what he said when we first started talking... He said he'd changed his mind and can't help thinking about kissing me... Man, i just logged out... He called today while i was making my hair and said something about telling them to make my hair look beautiful for when i meet him... Had to tell him i wasn't that into him. I'm sure he was pissed off because he hung up immediately. Good riddance...
Some people just don't get it, do they? Just because i like talking to you doesn't mean i want to sleep with you and vice versa.....
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