WHAT THE HELL????????????

Stayed at my table all day making jewellery so i could have choices for the ball tomorrow... Was very happy with the stuff i did and i had plans to milk the cameras tomorrow but now it's gone all wrong..... She messed up the dress... SHE MESSED UP MY DRESS!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm not sure what to do. She delivered it late when i had gone off to see my friend and her husband at Soul Lounge so, i didn't get to see the dress until past ten tonight. It was completely hideous... Gosh... What to do? what to do? what to do? what to do?
Maybe i'll try styling it with a skinny belt. Put my fashion styling knowledge to work, you know... It just might work... I hope it works... It has to work... Now, i have to stop obsessing...

Florence has a great marriage. She's been married for over six years and they look like they just got married last week. I guess that's because she married her soulmate and best friend... It'll be nice to meet my soulmate... soon. I don't want to be fourty and alone. The thought of that is very disturbing... Unfortunately, there are few good men in Lagos. Mostly you find assholes walking around pretending to be nice and i don't want to be caught up in any nonsense. I like a man who has something to say. I can't stand dull men... You know, the kind that say something really stupid and expect you to agree with him and get angry if you do not nod your head/smile stupidly/laugh raucously at any crap that comes out of their mouth. I like a man who challenges me intellectually...
Now, off to the ball i go tomorrow hoping to be Cinderella who meets her prince and lives happily ever after, you know... These things do happen and i'd like it to happen for me. Being single sucks... Especially for someone who loves sex as much as i do... Here's wishing me luck tomorrow.....
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Bee