Alone at Christmas

Not really sure what to write even though i usually have a lot trapped in my head... I'll just go with the flow...
I am a single almost 30 woman living in Lagos, Nigeria and a bead jewellery designer. I design and make the jewellery myself... By hand... I love what i do but do not make much from it but who cares??? I make the jewellery anyway... I've been described as a snob, not very friendly and to put it lightly, was told i have a poker up my ass by my stiff British ex...
This may sound like a personal diary and it doesn't bother me cos i'm not sure anyone is going to read it anyway but if you do find yourself reading it, thank you...
Christmas is usually an excuse to spend time with the family, right? Woke up late and couldn't make it to church (which i wasn't happy about) so, i cooked... a lot of food... No=one visited and i couldn't really eat much myself.
I'm sitting here downloading HOUSE and GOSSIP GIRL from itunes but it's taking so long and i pretty much have nothing to do except look forward to the Christmas ball on sunday. All my siblings decided to do stuff that didn't involve me today and seeing as i am single, i have no one to do stuff with. The only friend i have lives in India and i didn't want to spend Christmas with her. Wish i had... Because then, there'll be someone to do stuff with like... get drunk.
Now, even though i'm against working on Christmas day, i found myself making a necklace for my sister's friend Kemi who's accompanying me to the ball... Made the first bead ball but the yarn broke while i was trying to knot it at the end. Managed to make the second one without any mishap... Boredom certainly makes people do things they won't ordinarily do. That is why the so-called stiff me is writing a blog. OH... MY... GOSH... This will be interesting...
Welcome to my life... As it is...
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Bee